It's already 2.34 am, and I'm still wide awake. Just came home from e farewell kayteevee, lots of photos taken. Had a great time before work having fun with bubbles, surrounding ourselves in the arty farty atmosphere at the Opera Gallery (that painting is still haunting me!) and Art friend, and indulging in the glam ambience of marmalade pantry.

But I'm in a rather foul mood. I don't know if he understands, but I dont think I'm kicking up a fuss. I'm just insulted. At the idea that he even entertain such thoughts. Maybe he dont know me well enough to trust me, but to pass that kind of judgement is too much to me. I thought I lost my pouch with his namecard, and I thought it was a sign, until Xinyi called and said she found it, so I dismissed that thought.

Confused.

Labels: pestie, rants

::2:33 AM::

 
Everything. So sweet.



You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play you're coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

::4:21 AM::

 
Casualty.

Cut my hand real bad ytd. To spare you all from the gross images, I shall only give you all a description:

I was trying to get this broken glass out when the jagged edges sliced a portion of my index finger. So now I have a 1-inch plus scar of which which the skin + flesh dangled off (flipping) when I tried to wash it. It's still attached to my finger tho, thank goodness.

But it kinda made me feel so useless that i teared abit during work. Sigh. Felt as though I'm making things worse and not helping at all, and there wasnt anything that I could do after cutting my finger too. Besides breaking more glasses, that is. =(

These few days have been kinda fun, and sometimes happening. Haven gotten to collaging the photos since I was trying to get the new template up. But soon!

***

I guess it's nothing more than my imagination, and I dont think he has any time for me anyway. Kinda sad, with restricted freedom. I guess that's how traditional families work. But doesnt minus the fact that I feel sth. I hope he's really not the block of wood he insisted he is and do sth. =) Feels kinda good to have sth to put my mind on and distract me from thinking too much on other stuff.

Labels: me, pestie, rants

::1:45 PM::

 
Last Update...

...before I send my lappy for servicing and I wont be able to appear in the virtual world for quite some time. :(

Life after exams has been fun so far, although I felt a sense of loss when it finally ended. No more camping in the library, no more panicking over the last few chapters before a paper, no more "die! I haven revised last year's paper!". But still, a sense of relief all around, so that's good. =)

Went out with bong last sunday! Planned to shop but there wasnt enough time, so we just had lunch at the HK cafe, as usual, and bought some stuff from future state, where Bong reign as the queen of lightning shopping (again), afterwhich she had to rush down for her training.

Camwhoring on the cab! I wanted to find my best angle, and bong needed the toilet. LOL.

Was supposed to go kayteevee after her training, but her training dragged til 10 plus, so we stayed for the live band instead. Alfie was gooooddddd. But we still want to listen to "yellow"!


Was at Great World City with my parents. Bought this blue dress at Zara. Pretty pretty.

I love e prints on e tube!

Met up Zhi'en after a long long time. Updated her abt the drama in my life. I'm so happy we are still so in sync and close after so long. 15 years, baby! haha. Lifelong friend for sure!

We settled down at the Full House cafe after walking around, as I needed my caffeine kick really badly. Their Kopi O proved to be damn power, since it kept me awake for 6 hours. I couldnt sleep til 4 am this morning! Wonder why there're so many pics of en? I was too busy gobbling down the delicious french toast. Opps.

That's all for now. Hiatus til I get my darling lappy back!

Labels: food, me, new, shopping

::1:55 PM::